I can give you a list of things that make me unsteady right now and I would imagine that many people have similar lists. A couple of weeks ago, in #MeditationPlus, our discussion brought the following image to my mind: I was walking on gravel, recognizing the fact that I had been looking for the street to be solid concrete. I wasn't afraid, I had a feeling of being settled and accepted the new state of what was beneath my feet.
During shaky times in my life, I look for solid ground. Or I should say, I used to look for solid ground, a handrail to hold, and a friend to lean on. Walking in the world doesn't always feel safe, solid, sturdy, or secure. The past few weeks have been busy, crazy, intense with some personal changes. Transition doesn't have to be hard, it just isn't every easy. Adjustment to new things often brings loss of something else.
I don't have to search for solid ground anymore, safety comes in the comfort of others and in the comforting of others. Connecting to another is what gives me that solid feeling I want. Recently, I chaired the JCPSC Honors Gala - an evening of celebration for our Jewish Communal Professionals. Standing among my peers, I felt like a superhero - stronger with my team, all diverse with unique talents and all running our own universe. But on this night, we are together, inspiring each other and seeing our past, present and opportunities for the future.
Today, I'm not focusing on my lists of things that make me shaky and unsteady, today, I gather strength from my family, my colleagues and my peers in the field. Thank you to the JCPSC for allowing me to create something special for the community.
#HappyThanksgiving #lovemyjob #walkingongravel
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